ok. here's the deal. I'm scared. I'm worried. I'm nervous. life is scary. my mom is sick. getting sicker as time goes on and I'm scared. they tell me not to worry and to just give it to the Lord. I've prayed a few times about it. prayed with her while I held her hand before her procedure on monday. I prayed that she would be ok... and if not that it would be ok.
I'm tired and worn out and tired of driving home every weekend. it was nice spending time at my own place. I wish I could do it more.
sigh. why do things like this happen?
I need to go back to church. I need to surround myself w good christian people that have good morals and values.
sigh.
school is warying on me... again. if I just stick to what's at hand, maybe it might not be so bad.
five more months... just five more. I can do this.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
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